Her Last Death (Pgs 110-165)

Summary
In these next chapters of Susanna Sonnenberg's memoir, the relationship between her and her mother developed both in a good way and bad. Susy had moved into her boarding school and she had a crush on her teacher Mr.Crawford. This crush developed into more than was appropriate for a 16 year old girl, it was the first event that she had kept from her mother which started showing the change in how much trust she had in her mother. She eventually told her mother after Mr.Crawford ended up admitting to his wife about the affair. One day when her mother went to visit her while she was at the boarding school her mother took her dormmate to get birthcontrol and later that week told Amy's parents about it. This caused Susy to loose her friendship with Amy. Her father was on a wheel chair, he was diagnosed with MS and was predicted to die and had only about a year to live.
Quote
"I wanted something to happen to her. Something to happen to me. Make her sorry. Make hers cared.(page 132)"
Reaction
This quote describes how Susy was feeling which was different from before. Coke was really beginning to change and shape the relationship they had because it would make her mother react differently. While they were in Mexico during Spring break her mom had taken a hit of coke and ended up kicking Susy out of their hotel room which changed the way Susy was thinking.